haha
ok
today is strange
in school,after mother tongue right,went to the bookshop to buy school foolscap.okayy.i totally hate the aunty la.like...10cent also dont want to return me is it?and thought i gave the exact amount?haha.stupid or what man she.hahaha.
anyways...after that right,this senior came to me.okay.she's called dini.okayy.i dont know how to spell her name((((:
but wells,she gave me chocolates<333
hahaha.like...at first,she called my name as she walked closer.but i thought she didnt know me,you see.hahaha.then when she held out her arm to give me the chocolates,then did i know that she was the one calling me out.hahaha.strange.
wells,guess she's nice.
and now i can't decide whether i should write her a letter or not..or just get her something else.yea..coz i kanda feel guilty not returning a person after she gave me something i love.haha.guess its kinda useful..you know.the chocolates.
coz im feeling abit stress nowadays.and i guess chocolate's the best medicine to get rid of the tears swelling in my eyes(((((:

thank you so very much for the chocolates yea.
(:

well anyways,im so freaking stressed out over the exams.the common tests i took the other time.it was so bloody sucky la ok.i failed english la ok.imagine a chair failing a subject.like...wtf lah.damn idiot.guess i might have to leave crescent soon.tears.and be in a normal academic stream.like...what the f-ck la ok.i dont want to be in normal acad in a neighbourhood school la ok.like...nono.i dont want to be.

i really need someone's shoulders to lean on.i need someone to talk to,someone who could jus really understand the kind of situation i am in.that would really be the best thing i will ever experience in this life.
seriously.



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a frown is always present on this face every second
tears just cant afford to wait any longer to start rolling down these cheeks
this cry just cant wait to be heard
it just wants everyone to hear it scream and shout at the top of the voice

i want all these feelings to end.
i want.
i want.
i want.
my hopes,my joys,my happiness just really cant wait to be back in me.